{"id":10832,"date":"2021-02-07T21:52:16","date_gmt":"2021-02-07T18:52:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/?p=10832"},"modified":"2021-02-07T21:54:17","modified_gmt":"2021-02-07T18:54:17","slug":"yagmur-siiri-ve-hikayesi-nurullah-genc","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/kampus\/egitim\/yagmur-siiri-ve-hikayesi-nurullah-genc\/","title":{"rendered":"Ya\u011fmur \u015eiiri ve Hikayesi-Nurullah Gen\u00e7"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Ya\u011fmur \u015fiiriyle \u00fcnl\u00fc Nurullah Gen\u00e7; Erzurum\u2019un elektri\u011fi, okulu ve yolu olmayan bir da\u011f k\u00f6y\u00fcnde, 9 \u00e7ocuklu bir ailede do\u011fdu. \u0130lk ve ortaokulu akrabalar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda okudu. Babas\u0131 y\u0131llar boyunca karlar \u00fczerinde s\u0131rt\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Kurt s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde kald\u0131lar, bir\u00e7ok tehlike atlatt\u0131lar. Tek amac\u0131 okumakt\u0131. Ortaokul ikinci s\u0131n\u0131fta \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Okuma hayat\u0131 boyunca ayakkab\u0131 boyac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, bula\u015f\u0131k\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k, in\u015faat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k ve f\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131l\u0131k yapt\u0131. Ortaokulu ve liseyi birincilikle bitirdi. \u00dcniversitedeyken y\u00fcz gecesini Erzurum Tren Gar\u0131’n\u0131n banklar\u0131nda ge\u00e7irdi. \u015eiirlerini burada yazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

1983 senesinde fak\u00fclteyi bitirdikten sonra akademik kariyer maksad\u0131yla \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131 devam ettirdi. Ayn\u0131 \u00fcniversiteden Doktor,\u00a0Do\u00e7ent\u00a0ve\u00a0Profes\u00f6r\u00a0unvanlar\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

1994-2013 y\u0131llar\u0131 aras\u0131nda kamu ve \u00f6zel sekt\u00f6r kurulu\u015flar\u0131na dan\u0131\u015fmanl\u0131k hizmetlerinde bulunan Gen\u00e7, ayn\u0131 zamanda\u00a0\u00a0\u0130stanbul Ticaret \u00dcniversitesi\u00a0Ticari Bilimler Fak\u00fcltesi’nde \u00d6\u011fretim \u00dcyesidir. Ayn\u0131 okulda Liderlik Analizi, \u0130\u015fletme Y\u00f6netimi, Y\u00f6netim ve Organizasyon, Uluslararas\u0131 \u0130\u015fletmecilik derslerini vermektedir.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

1990 y\u0131l\u0131nda T\u00fcrkiye Diyanet Vakf\u0131 \u2018N’at-\u0131 \u015eerif B\u00fcy\u00fck \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fc\u2019n\u00fc kazand\u0131ran \u2018Ya\u011fmur\u2019 \u015fiirini yazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\"Ya\u011fmur
Ya\u011fmur \u015eiiri ve Hikayesi-Nurullah Gen\u00e7<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Nurullah Gen\u00e7 verdi\u011fi bir rop\u00f6rtaj\u0131nda “Ya\u011fmur”un yaz\u0131lma hikayesini \u015f\u00f6yle anlat\u0131yor: <\/p>\n\n\n\n

“10 y\u0131l ya\u011fmur, ya\u011fmur diyorsunuz ama bir \u015fey yazam\u0131yorsunuz. 90 y\u0131l\u0131na geldi\u011finde \u201cArt\u0131k ben \u015fiir yazmay\u0131 b\u0131rakay\u0131m \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc naat yazam\u0131yorum\u201d dedim. Tam b\u00f6yle b\u0131rakmay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm zamanlarda Cenab\u0131 Hak yol a\u00e7t\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcmde. \u0130stanbul’dan Erzurum’a d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum. Bir filmin galas\u0131na davet edilmi\u015ftim. \u00dcniversitede \u00f6\u011fretim \u00fcyesiyim. Otob\u00fcs\u00fcn cam\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bak\u0131yorum. O zaman \u0130stanbul\u2019da Topkap\u0131’dayd\u0131 otogar. Trafikten dolay\u0131 t\u0131k\u0131\u015f t\u0131k\u0131\u015f olurdu. 4, 5 saat kald\u0131k. \u0130niyorum, geliyorum. \u0130htiya\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Otob\u00fcs bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc hareket etmiyor. Ya\u011fmur ya\u011fd\u0131, camlar puslu. G\u00f6lgeler gidip geliyor, camlarda siluetler. Kendi kendime bir anda dedim ki, \u201cNereye gidiyor bu insanlar?\u201d Otob\u00fcs\u00fcn kap\u0131s\u0131ndan bakt\u0131m. Herkes bir yerlere gidip geliyor. Ko\u015fu\u015fturuyorlar ya\u011fmur alt\u0131nda. Ok\u00e7ular Tepesine gitti akl\u0131m. Yani Hz. Peygamber \u2018buradan ayr\u0131lmay\u0131n\u2019 dedi\u011fi halde niye terk ettiniz dedim, niye gidiyorsunuz? Hepsi ashap m\u00fcbarek insanlar, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar. Ama b\u00f6yle sanki onlara sitem ettim. Orada dursayd\u0131n\u0131z diye. Abd\u00fclhamid Han’a gitti akl\u0131m bir anda. Onu b\u00f6yle taht\u0131ndan indirmek \u00fczere, azletmek \u00fczere gidenlere sitem ettim. Baz\u0131lar\u0131na k\u0131zd\u0131m, hayk\u0131rd\u0131m. Siz niye onu indiriyorsunuz. Osmanl\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131lmas\u0131n diye u\u011fra\u015f\u0131yor. Siz Osmanl\u0131y\u0131 y\u0131kmak i\u00e7in taht\u0131ndan indiriyorsunuz. Osmanl\u0131 ondan sonra \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc, y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131 zaten. B\u00f6yle bir hal i\u00e7erisinde kendime sordum; ‘Sen nereye gidiyorsun?\u2019<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ellinin \u00fczerinde denemeler yapt\u0131m ve hepsine \u2018Ya\u011fmur\u2019 ad\u0131n\u0131 verdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6rt be\u015f saat s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bileti \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m arkas\u0131na; ”Sensiz ufuklar\u0131ma, yalanc\u0131 bir tan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \/ Sensiz k\u0131talar boyu uzayan vatan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \/ Bir k\u00f6lelik ruhuna mahkum olunca g\u00f6n\u00fcl y\u00fczy\u0131llard\u0131r dorukta bekleyen sultan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.” diye yazd\u0131m. Sonra dedim ki; Allah\u2019\u0131m ben herhalde bir \u015fey yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m\u2026 Bir halin i\u00e7erisine girdim. Bu bir naat m\u0131 acaba diye. Onu b\u00f6yle s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme. Otob\u00fcs hareket etti gidiyoruz. Ben unutmuyorum. Arada bir bak\u0131yorum, okuyorum. “Oh ya Rabbim diyorum ben bir \u015fey yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m\u201d. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc m\u0131sralar zorluyor beni art\u0131k. Eve gittim kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131m, e\u015fim a\u00e7t\u0131 kap\u0131y\u0131. \u0130ki \u00e7ocu\u011fum var. E\u015fime dedim ki, ”Ben bir \u015fey yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m ama ne oldu\u011funu da tam bilmiyorum. Biraz s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 bir haldeyim, i\u00e7im \u00e7ok dolu. Bu s\u00fcre i\u00e7erisinde, bu bitene kadar bana tahamm\u00fcl eder misin?” ”Tabi ki sen yaz yeter ki” dedi. 40 metrekare bir evdeyiz, asistan lojman\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, iki tane oda. Dedim ki, ”\u015eu odada ben bununla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rken sen \u00e7ocuklara bu odada sahip ol olur mu? Konsantrasyonumu bozarlar.\u201d Allah raz\u0131 olsun. 3 ay ger\u00e7ekten o odadan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 sokmad\u0131 i\u00e7eri. Ama g\u00fcnler bitmiyor. O da merakla bekliyor. Ben geliyorum, odaya kapan\u0131yorum. Yemek yiyorum odaya kapan\u0131yorum. Duvarla konu\u015fuyorum. B\u00fct\u00fcn bir tarih. Hz. Adem’den bug\u00fcne kadar. Peygamberler tarihi, \u0130slam tarihi, Bat\u0131 tarihi, Bizans, Roma, Orta \u00e7a\u011f\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn bir kainat, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya bir muhasebe i\u00e7erisinde o duvarlarla konu\u015ftum ve benim ufkuma h\u00fccum ettiler. Sonra m\u0131sralar d\u00f6k\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cVar edenin ad\u0131yla insanl\u0131\u011fa nur\u201d diye ba\u015flad\u0131 ve devam etti \u015fiir…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\"Ya\u011fmur
Ya\u011fmur \u015eiiri ve Hikayesi-Nurullah Gen\u00e7<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

YA\u011eMUR<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

Vareden’in ad\u0131yla insanl\u0131\u011fa inen Nur
Bir gece yans\u0131y\u0131nca kente Sibir da\u011f\u0131ndan
Topra\u011f\u0131 kirlerinden ar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r bir Ya\u011fmur
Kutlu bir zaferdir bu ebabil duda\u011f\u0131ndan
Rahmet vadilerinden bo\u015fan\u0131r ab-\u0131 hayat
En m\u00fcstesna do\u011fu\u015fa hamiledir kainat<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131llard\u0131r boz bulan\u0131k sular\u0131 yudumlad\u0131m
Bir pelikan h\u00fczn\u00fcyle y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm kumsallar\u0131
Ya\u011fmur, seni bekleyen bir ta\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hasretin Alev alev i\u00e7ime bir an d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
De\u011fi\u015fti hayal k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcm, g\u00f6z\u00fcmde viran d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Sonsuzluk \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle donand\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimde
Ya\u011fmalanm\u0131\u015f ruhuma yeni bir devran d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130htiyar c\u00fcbbesinden kan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr Nebi’nin
G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc dalgalan\u0131r ipekten kanatlarla
Mehtab\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015flerken o m\u00fch\u00fcr sahibinin
Sars\u0131l\u0131r Ebu Kubeys kovulmu\u015f feryatlarla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evlerin aras\u0131na dikilir ye\u015fil bayrak
Yery\u00fcz\u00fc avaredir, yapayaln\u0131z ve kurak<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaman, ayaklar\u0131mda t\u00fckendi ad\u0131m ad\u0131m
Hey\u00fbla, bir a\u011f gibi \u00f6rd\u00fc r\u00fcyalar\u0131m\u0131
\u00c7\u00f6lde seni \u00f6zleyen bir ku\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u011fmur, g\u00fcl\u015fenimize sensiz, bald\u0131ran d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
D\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131k i\u00e7imizde; dostluklar yaban d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Yenilgi, ilmek ilmek d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi tarihe
Her sayfaya talihsiz binlerce kurban d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00fczide mektuptur, \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131n \u00f6tesinden
Ula\u015f\u0131r intizar\u0131n yald\u0131zl\u0131 sabah\u0131na
Yay\u0131l\u0131r o en b\u00fcy\u00fck mu\u015ftu, pazartesinden
Beyazl\u0131k dokunmu\u015ftur gecenin siyah\u0131na
Susuzluktan duda\u011f\u0131 \u00e7atlayan g\u00f6n\u00fcllerin
S\u00fckutu yar, sevinci dualar kadar derin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7aresiz bir takvimden yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa g\u00fcn sayd\u0131m
Bir cezir ya\u015fad\u0131m ki, ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f, mazide
Dokundu\u011fun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir nak\u0131\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sensiz, kald\u0131r\u0131mlara nice g\u00fczel can d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Yar\u0131lan g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fczden umutlar bican d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Ya\u011fmur, kaybettik b\u00fct\u00fcn hazinesini ceddin
En son, avucumuzdan inci ve mercan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Melekler sa\u011fnak sa\u011fnak g\u00fcl\u00fcmser maveradan
G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f ibrik ta\u015f\u0131yan z\u00fcmr\u00fct gagal\u0131 ku\u015flar
Mutluluk na\u011fmeleri i\u015fitirler H\u0131ra\u2019dan
Bir devrim korkusuyla halkalan\u0131r yoku\u015flar
Bir bebe\u011fin secdeye uzan\u0131rken elleri
Parampar\u00e7a, ate\u015fler \u015fah\u0131n\u0131n hayalleri<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u015fke bir g\u00f6lge kadar yak\u0131n\u0131nda dursayd\u0131m
O m\u00fccella \u00e7ehreni izleseydim ebedi
Sana s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam bir bak\u0131\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sarard\u0131 ye\u015fil yaprak; dal koptu; fidan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Bayku\u015fa \u00e7ifte yal\u0131; b\u00fclb\u00fcle zindan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Katil sinekler deldi hicab\u0131n perdesini
\u0130stiklal bo\u015flu\u011funda ar\u0131lar nadan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Dola\u015fan ben olsayd\u0131m Save’nin damar\u0131nda
Tablosunu yapard\u0131m y\u0131k\u0131lan her kulenin
Ebedi a\u015fka giden esrarl\u0131 yollar\u0131nda
Senden bir k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131m\u0131n, s\u00fcreyya bir \u015fulenin
Tarasayd\u0131m bengisu f\u0131\u015fk\u0131ran k\u00e2k\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc
On as\u0131rl\u0131k oca\u011f\u0131n savururdum k\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bazen kendine a\u015f\u0131k deli bir f\u0131rt\u0131nayd\u0131m
F\u0131rt\u0131nalar \u00f6n\u00fcnde bazen bir kuru yaprak
U\u011frunda kopar\u0131lan bir ba\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sensizlik depremiyle hanc\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc; han d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Mazluma s\u00fcrg\u00fcn evi; zalime cihan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Sana meftun ve hayran, sana ram olanlara
Bir bela t\u00fcnelinde a\u011f\u0131r imtihan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Badiye yaylas\u0131nda koklasayd\u0131m izini
Kefenimi bi\u00e7seydi Ebva’da esen r\u00fczgar
Seninle y\u0131kasayd\u0131m ac\u0131lar dehlizini
Ne kaderi su\u00e7lamak kal\u0131rd\u0131 ne intihar
\u00dcst\u00fcne p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l damlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir kaya
Bir hurma \u00e7ekirde\u011fi tercihimdir d\u00fcnyaya<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Suskunlu\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc sokaklarda feryad\u0131m
Teredd\u00fct oymak oymak kemirdi gururumu
Bahira’dan s\u00fcz\u00fclen bir ya\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haritan\u0131n en beyaz noktas\u0131na kan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
K\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131 adaletin k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131; kalkan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Mahkumlar yarg\u0131l\u0131yor; hakimler mahkum \u015fimdi
Haklar\u0131n temeline sanki bir volkan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firak\u0131nla kavrulur \u00e7\u00f6lde kum taneleri
Ahular\u0131n i\u00e7inde sevdan akkor gibidir
Erdemin, bereketin doldurur haneleri
Sensiz hayat topra\u011f\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131nda ur gibidir
\u015eemsiyesi alt\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u00fcn bulutlar\u0131n
Sensiz, y\u00fck\u00fc zehirdir en g\u00fczel imbatlar\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Devlerin esrar\u0131n\u0131 aynalara sorsayd\u0131m
\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc zihnimde buzlanm\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler
Ok\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir par\u00e7a kuma\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sensiz, tutundu\u011fumuz dallardan y\u0131lan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
\u0130lkin karard\u0131 yollar, sonra heyelan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
G\u00fcvenilen da\u011flara Kar ya\u011fd\u0131 birer birer
Sensizlik diyar\u0131ndan p\u00fcsk\u00fcll\u00fc yalan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u011fmur, duysam i\u00e7imin g\u00f6klerinden sesini
Ya\u011fars\u0131n; ta\u015flar bile yemye\u015fil filizlenir
Y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131mlar par\u00e7alar \u00e7irkefin g\u00f6vdesini
Sel gider ve zulmetin \u00e7\u00f6pl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc temizlenir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u011fmur, bir g\u00fcn kurtulup \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n kundaklar\u0131ndan
Alsam, \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc billur dudaklar\u0131ndan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Madeni arzular\u0131n ard\u0131nda seyre dald\u0131m
K\u00fcfl\u00fc bir manzaran\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcyen g\u00fcllerine
Senin i\u00e7in g\u00f6r\u00fclen bir d\u00fc\u015f de ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eehirler kabus dolu; k\u00f6ylere duman d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Tersine d\u00f6nd\u00fc her \u015fey sanki; asuman d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
K\u0131r\u0131k bir kay\u0131k kald\u0131 elimizde, hayali
Hazindir ki; dertleri a\u015fmaya umman d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131mda b\u00fcy\u00fcyen bir yarad\u0131r
Seni hissetmeyen kalp, kap\u0131s\u0131z zindan olur
Sensiz do\u011frular e\u011fri; beyaz bile karad\u0131r
Sesini duymayanlar girdab\u0131nda bo\u011fulur
Ana rahminde \u00f6l\u00fcr sensizlikten bir cenin
\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r g\u00f6zleri, g\u00f6rmeyenin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Saatlerin ard\u0131nda hep kendimi arad\u0131m
Bir melal zincirine tak\u0131ld\u0131 parmaklar\u0131m
Yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde seni bir g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f de ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sensiz, ufuklar\u0131ma yalanc\u0131 bir tan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Sensiz k\u0131talar boyu uzayan vatan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Bir k\u00f6lelik ruhuna mahk\u00fbm olunca g\u00f6n\u00fcl
Y\u00fczy\u0131llard\u0131r dorukta bekleyen sultan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ay gibisin; g\u00fcne\u015fler parl\u0131yor g\u00f6zlerinde
Senin tutkunla mecnun geziyor g\u00fcne\u015f ve Ay
Her damla bir y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131 s\u00fcsl\u00fcyor g\u00f6klerinde
S\u00fcmeyra’y\u0131 ar\u0131yor her damlada bir saray
Tohumlar ve iklimler senindir; mevsim senin
Renklerin f\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131nda solmayan resim senin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u011fmur, birg\u00fcn elimi ellerinde bulsayd\u0131m
G\u00fczellik \u015fahikas\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmserdi y\u00fcz\u00fcme
Senin visalinle bir g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f de ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tavan\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc a\u015fk\u0131n; duvarlar \u00fcryan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Toplumun g\u00fcndemine koyu bir isyan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
\u0130niltiler geliyor do\u011fudan ve bat\u0131dan
Sensizlikten bozulan dengeye ziyan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Islakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sanad\u0131r ah\u0131m\u0131n, efg\u00e2n\u0131m\u0131n
\u0130\u00e7imde hicran\u0131nla tutu\u015fuyor na\u011fmeler
Sendendir eskimeyen cevheri efk\u00e2r\u0131m\u0131n
Nazar\u0131n ok misali karanl\u0131klar\u0131 deler
Bu de\u011firmen seninle d\u00f6n\u00fcyor; ahenk senin
Renkleri birbirinden ay\u0131ran mihenk senin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00fclkesine g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcp kald\u0131 ad\u0131m
Kapan\u0131yor y\u00fcz\u00fcme aralanan kap\u0131lar
Sana hicret eden bir Kurey\u015f de ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u011fmur, sayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ma seninle derman d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Beynimin merkezine \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz ferman d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Silindi hayalimden b\u00fct\u00fcn efsunu \u00f6mr\u00fcn
Bir d\u00f6n\u00fcm noktas\u0131nda akl\u0131ma Rahman d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nefesinle yeniden \u00e7izilecek desenler
\u00c7ehreler yepyeni bir de\u011fi\u015fim ge\u00e7irecek
Ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa nurunla kavu\u015facak mahzenler
Anneler \u00e7ocuklara hep seni i\u00e7irecek
Ya\u011fmur, seninle biter susuzlu\u011fu evrenin
Sana m\u00fc’mindir sema; sana muhta\u00e7t\u0131r zemin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Damar damar seninle, hep seninle dolsayd\u0131m
Bat\u0131l\u0131 y\u0131kmak i\u00e7in ku\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n
Kabzas\u0131nda bir dirhem g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f de ben olsayd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Karde\u015fler aras\u0131na heyhat, su-i zan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
Zedelendi sa\u011fduyu; k\u00f6rle\u015fen iz’an d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
\u015eark\u0131s\u0131yla ya\u015fad\u0131k y\u0131llar y\u0131l\u0131 bahar\u0131n
\u0130nsanl\u0131k bah\u00e7emize sensizlik hazan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u011fmur, seni bekleyen bir ta\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m
\u00c7\u00f6lde seni \u00f6zleyen bir ku\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m
Dokundu\u011fun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir nak\u0131\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m
Sana s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam bir bak\u0131\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m
U\u011frunda kopar\u0131lan bir ba\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m
Bahira’dan s\u00fcz\u00fclen bir ya\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m
Ok\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir par\u00e7a kuma\u015f da ben olsayd\u0131m
Senin i\u00e7in g\u00f6r\u00fclen bir d\u00fc\u015f de ben olsayd\u0131m
Yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde seni bir g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f de ben olsayd\u0131m
Senin visalinle bir g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f de ben olsayd\u0131m
Sana hicret eden bir Kurey\u015f de ben olsayd\u0131m
Damar damar seninle, hep seninle dolsayd\u0131m
Bat\u0131l\u0131 y\u0131kmak i\u00e7in ku\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n
Kabzas\u0131nda bir dirhem g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f de ben olsayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nurullah GEN\u00c7<\/h2>\n\n\n\n
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NurullahGen\u00e7, Ya\u011fmur\u015eiiri, Ya\u011fmur\u015eiiriOku, Nat\u0131\u015eerif<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ya\u011fmur \u015fiiriyle \u00fcnl\u00fc Nurullah Gen\u00e7; Erzurum\u2019un elektri\u011fi, okulu ve yolu olmayan bir da\u011f k\u00f6y\u00fcnde, 9 \u00e7ocuklu bir ailede do\u011fdu. \u0130lk ve ortaokulu akrabalar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda okudu. Babas\u0131 y\u0131llar boyunca karlar \u00fczerinde s\u0131rt\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Kurt s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde kald\u0131lar, bir\u00e7ok tehlike atlatt\u0131lar. Tek amac\u0131 okumakt\u0131. Ortaokul ikinci s\u0131n\u0131fta \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Okuma hayat\u0131 boyunca ayakkab\u0131 boyac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, bula\u015f\u0131k\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k, in\u015faat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k ve […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":467,"featured_media":10835,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"tdm_status":"","tdm_grid_status":""},"categories":[4241,102],"tags":[5773,5771,5769,5770,5772],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10832"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/467"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10832"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10832\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10838,"href":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10832\/revisions\/10838"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10835"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10832"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10832"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kampuskod.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10832"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}